Kayley Obermier
Second Lieutenant (2LT)
I've been on Vicodin and in bed for that last two weeks. There are currently two bottles of Codine in my bathroom closet. I've been grouchy, without a voice, in tears, unable to eat, and lacking sleep for longer than I care to go through. I had my tonsils out.
My tonsils have been huge and disgusting since I was 16 and sick for two months with a misdiagnosed case of Mono. They were full of infectious pits and crevices and would bleed sporadically. I suffered numerous cases of strep and would lose my voice about three times a year for three weeks at a time.
This past March, my tonsils became so large that they were poking the back of my throat. I would wake up in the middle of the night unable to breathe. I was miserable. By a sheer miracle of God, I managed to get a referral to a civilian doctor (this almost never happens in the military medical system) and was told that they needed to come out. I almost leapt off my chair and hugged the guy. So two weeks ago, I finally got a much belated Christmas present, I got my tonsils out!
The first day wasn't too bad; I was high on morphine to really remember much. According to my mother, I told her that I needed to study for my GRE test, typical of me. The next day, I was running a fever, couldn't speak, and was throwing up from all the drugs in my system. Throwing up normally hurts but when you have two huge raw holes in your throat, it is almost unbearable. I was miserable.
My tongue was so swollen I couldn't bring my teeth together to clinch them in pain. I was nauseous beyond belief. The pain in my ears was something I've never felt, almost comparable to when I badly sprained both my ankles after falling down a flight of stairs at school. I could only get down some Jell-O and ice chips.
After five days at my parents' house, I convinced them that I needed to get back down to Lincoln. That's when the real pain set in. My scabs in the back of my throat started to come off. I could feel the chunks come loose and slowly make their way down my throat, like what it feels like when you try to swallow a pill and it just doesn't want to go down.
My ear pain became acute. I would lie on my couch with tears streaming out of the corners of my eyes. I had to force myself to drink water, clenching something in one hand as the lukewarm liquid hit the raw, bleeding pits. My thin frame became thinner as 11 pounds came off. My hip and collar bones jutted out sickeningly. I had no energy and couldn't sleep due to the pain.
Keep in mind that I went to class during this. One week after my surgery, my first summer class started. I went to class without taking pain medication so I could drive. I held on to the side of my chair to keep myself from crying out in pain. I forced myself to work out (part of the class is cardio and weight training) on what little energy I could muster up from the strawberry Jell-O I had managed to force down hours before.
Today marks two weeks since my surgery. I have my voice back and I can sleep through the night. I put back on 7 of my lost pounds and can eat solid food again. It still hurts to swallow at times but I've shelved the pain meds. I can breathe properly for the first time in years! I was amazed this is what it feels like to breathe! Before, it felt like something was always blocking the air I was sucking in; now, everything just flows. It's amazing. This surgery and all its pain was more than worth it!